doodles, and then some rants.

[pics are finished somewhere between March and May 2012 and on December 2012; posted on January 23, 2012]

and, erm, these are... well... a drawing I did somewhere during the early time when I first decided to relive this whole austin and aurenne idea, with the other one being a doodle I did a month ago. and as you can see, Austin's hair design kinda changes and he now wears a bag, while Zenith -I haven't even given her a name yet back when I drew the left pic- seems to undergo even more changes. I think I wrote this in one of my posts before, but she's supposed to be this kind of happy girl that loves to make friends and kinda not good at studying but still works hard anyway. it was later that I decided to make her more quiet and rebellious, which is kinda the opposite. :'D -slapped-

also... after seeing how some people describe their characters through profiles in deviantArt, I kinda make one for each of them for my own's reference and it sure helps cause the plot for this idea did seem to develop quite drastically somehow.

...but I'm kinda afraid cause it may just have too many similarities with other works, although I guess it'll help if I work on these similarities from now on, probably on a bit of a slow pace since I haven't had an entirely clear plot yet. -and enough time, it seems; shrug-

what I'm aware of, though, is that the whole story got darker and darker since what my five-years-ago self first came up with. actually, there's an English practice test coming up next month which is to do a speech and I'm thinking of choosing a topic that's a bit... erm, maybe unusual to present but I actually feel the need to choose for it concerns me and has something to do with the plot of this still-planned-story, too? :'D -stomped- [update: the practice test got cancelled and changed into describing about people in a photograph, though. can't really feel sad about it since I got to describe about Simple Plan, so... -laugh dryly; stomped again-]

...and actually contemplating whether I should go back to fictionpress or not suppose I ever get to finish at least a chapter for this project. ah, I sure trouble myself with too many plans when all I need to do is just work at the story and actually make a progress, don't I? just how to stay focus? -look down-

well, in the end, I guess I'll just have to try my best. -shrug- so saying, thanks for always supporting me and giving this blog a visit, guys. hopefully I can finish this project one day. but until then, thanks for everything and I hope you guys will keep on smiling and feeling happy. yeah! :)

p.s.: actually the twentieth post in this month. wow, what makes me so diligent. -stomped-