extra dump.

[pic is finished on October 6, 2013; posted on July 27, 2014]

extra old dump. I kinda like this piece. maybe I'll do a redraw of it one day. maybe. :') haha. thanks again for viewing!

austin and aurenne - nirmana concept.

[pic is finished on December 30, 2013; posted on January 9, 2014]

was actually too ornamental to be nirmana, but... yeah. :'3 thanks for viewing, guys!

doodle dump 3.0.

[pics are finished in September 2013 to January 5, 2014; posted on January 5, 2014]

some doodles throughout the last months. actually really liked the one at the top left but had no more intention to continue it anymore right now, sadly. :'3

anyway, thanks for viewing, guys! now back to assignments... -sobs-

blue.

[pic is finished and posted on November 21, 2013]

distraction for today, meaning that it's about time to go back to homework. thanks for viewing, guys. :')

doodle dump 2.0.

[pics are finished on June to September 2013; posted on September 29, 2013]

things I managed and never managed to finish in the last four months. also answering two of the many remaining art improvement challenges that I haven't done through this, which were to 'draw some quick gestures' and 'draw or color something in a different style' -specifically the one using color pencils since it's been quite some time since I last used them-.

anyway, had the feeling that college will get very busy starting tomorrow, so sorry for more delayed messages and everything, basically. thanks for understanding and hope you guys can keep on giving your best in whatever you're currently going through. thanks again, guys. have a nice day! :'D

I don't ever wanna let you down.

"I don't ever wanna leave this town.

cause after all, the city never sleeps tonight."

[pic is finished and posted on September 2, 2013]

disclaimer: It's Time © 2012 by Imagine Dragons; performed by Imagine Dragons. link for the video is here.

one morning.

[pic is finished and posted on August 22, 2013]
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"good morning, Miss Rabbit. last night I had a dream. I was there and Brother was there and...
well... Mother was there, too. it was pretty... umm... sweet."
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shading try.

[pic is finished and posted on August 21, 2013]

ninth challenge done for the art improvement challenge, which is to 'draw a character and shade it with hatching, cross-hatching, and pointillism'. broke the rule again by drawing the same character I used for the solid black and white challenge, so sorry for that. huff.

sorry too for the quality, guys. had to improve it with photoshop cause the original shading is too 'soft' for the scanner to recognize. might need to practice shading more, preferably with wood pencils since I did some before and they seem to create more scanner-friendly result. :) and as you can see, I got lazy on the one with pointillism to the point where I break the rule again by shading both Austin's inner shirt and pants with random swirls instead. -sobs-

anyway, thanks again for the visit, guys. hope everything's good and see you in the next post! ;D

...and all of the sudden it's noon already. wow, time, why do you have to move so fast? -sobs; slapped-

...but you feel ignored.

"nothing's really making any sense at all."
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[pic is finished and posted on August 13, 2013]

disclaimer: Talk © 2005 by Coldplay, Ralf Hütter, Karl Bartos, and Emil Schult; performed by Coldplay.

morning doodle... somewhat.

[pic is finished and posted on August 10, 2013]

seventh challenge done for the drawing improvement challenge, which is to 'draw something with solid black and white'. it's been a while, but I haven't fully given up on this, okay. -sobs- well... twenty three more challenges to go. most definitely won't do all, but hopefully I can do at least half before college starts. :)

also thanks for another visit and for viewing this, guys. hope this weekend and the days that follow will be nice for all of us. heh. :')

and before you leap.

[pic is finished on July 24, 2013; posted on July 26, 2013]

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"...remember that you are loved. so instead of the pavement, please consider my arms as a place to fall."

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more sketchdump. ;)

[pic is finished on June 2013; posted on July 26, 2013]

the cause of boredom that hit me while I accompanied my father at our family's store -bad kid that has no skill to help the family business; sorry papa huff; rolls away-. forgot to scan this raw doodle and kinda found it again weeks after. -facepalm over my terrible memory-

and... well... somewhat had the urge to try to combine black pen and blue marker again, so... :'D

[pic is finished on July 23, 2013; posted on July 26, 2013]

-casually puts no commentary for it; slapped- ...erm, anyway, during my very long holiday that's actually still going on right now, I kinda stumbled upon a story I randomly wrote in a very short time for my english practical test and... well...

it's about a family of rabbit and the story is actually something I imagine Austin would tell to Aurenne as her bedtime story, in which the family of rabbit represents their family and all that kind of stuff. -shrug- ...also made some designs for the rabbit family, I don't even know... -facepalm-

[pic is finished and posted on July 26, 2013]

ah, well, sorry for everything, guys. -sobs until the end- was probably thinking of making a short comic about this family of rabbit but I guess I shouldn't talk much about it now since almost all the stuff I got really interested in working on for one moment ended up unfinished, somewhat. hopefully this one won't go down the same path, though. :'D

all and all, thanks for viewing and reading all through, guys. sorry for my randomness again this time and hope you're all doing great! :)

some sketches.

[pic is finished in June 5, 2013; posted on June 11, 2013]

t-trying to actually put more effort in my -usually raw- sketches for this one. seems like I learned a bit about shading by trying -once again, trying- to draw realism a few weeks back. still don't understand anatomy, though, which is the main reason these are all only bust-ups. even the palms look strange, somewhat, due to my lack understanding of it. -sob-

all and all, I'm really happy of how this turns out. wish I could make more drawings with more effort like this in the future. huff. as for now, thank you so much for another visit and appreciation, guys. see you again next time! :)

doodle dump.

[pic is finished somewhere between June 1 to June 9, 2013; posted on June 11, 2013]

wow. sorry for the uncertain date there. memory simply gets bad ever since holiday started. can't believe it's almost been two months since it started. and all this time I haven't been that productive, garsh, what have I done? -sob; slapped-

and what is this picture? -facepalm; sob- huff. only wanted to draw Austin with his outer shirt being blown by wind, but somehow it ended up like this? -facepalm again-

but I guess it's kinda fun to do since it looks like what an action/adventure manga would have in one of its cover. of course those mangas' covers have way cooler and neater covers and they actually make sense. :'D

also just did some cleaning up on books yesterday and sort of found a lot of austin and aurenne doodles, so I decided to combine some of them with the ones I never finished and... well... it turns out like this...? -facepalm for the third time-

[pic is finished somewhere between June 2012 to May 2013; posted on June 11, 2013]

and yes, I drew too many Zenith, indeed. -facepalm-

well, most of these are doodles during classes and tests, really. the oldest pic was the one at the second bottom-right which you may notice before cause it is indeed the version of this gif I made several months ago, while the newest one is the one at the second bottom-left which was probably just a random doodle to fill up the holiday.

as for the colored ones, the one with Aurenne in it was simply something I never posted cause I'm kinda not happy with the result -sorry- and I just completely gave up on the one with the three of them. did it with mouse back then and simply couldn't believe how determined I was to at least color half of it. huff. and surprisingly, I'm quite happy with the Austin one -the one at the top-right corner-. might redo it if I had the mood. well, maybe... -slapped-

and, erm, that's all, I guess... wow, those sure are a lot of doodles. sorry for dumping, guys. just feel the need to share despite the rawness and all. then again, a lot of things I posted were raw and messy, anyway, so I'm not sure what I'm trying to say, but thanks so much for viewing this, guys. hope you're all having a nice time! :'D

I believe.

"cause I have been where you are before; and I have felt the pain of losing who you are

and I have died so many times

but..."

[pic is finished and posted on June 7, 2013]

disclaimer: I Believe © 2013 by Christina Perri and David Hodges; performed by Christina Perri. link for the live video is here.

part of today's distraction. used auto tone once cause the original is too blurry, though, sorry. -shrug- and this song is just really comforting and nice. so glad for it. :')

and no matter where you are and what you are going through, guys, I believe that you can make it just fine. you're all just so amazing and... garsh, I really hope you can find happiness and share it with everyone around you. thanks for existing. thanks for believing in something that keeps you here. thanks for believing in yourself. thank you... for being you.

last words, hope you can always give your best in life. thank you again, guys. :')

that other colored headshot.

[pic is finished and posted on June 2, 2013]

...because it's already evening and I haven't done much ever since the morning. again. -melt-

used to think that lineart is essential, but after trying the lineless art challenge a few weeks ago, I changed my mind... somewhat. so many flaws, but then again I'd like to think that I'm at least improving seeing from my previous try to color Austin. well, that one back then was a doodle, but still... :'D

anyway, thanks for giving this blog another visit, guys. I'm probably going to try to find something good to do to spend the remaining of the day. hopefully you guys can spend it the way you want, too. :) see you next time!

Austin sketches.

[pics are finished on May 30, 2013; posted on June 1, 2013]

the cause of boredom. still can't do anatomy, which explains everything including why I mostly hide the hands and didn't draw the feet. I embarrass my own character. -chuckle while rolling in the blanket-

from first to last: Austin Frost hoodies - Zenith's style - musician /really like this one, fufu :')/ - alcoholic Hyde like how is that possible Austin doesn't even drink formal - Jack cosplay /disclaimer: Harvest Moon is not mine/ - swordsman - casual - policeman /also like this one :')/ - librarian - I ran out of ideas so normal.

look at how inconsistent his faces are. garsh, when will you spare time for practice, myself? -cry at the corner- huff. still, thanks for viewing this, guys. see you in the next post! :'D

another raw sketch.

[pic is finished on May 24, 2013; posted on May 25, 2013]

garsh... how to draw a proper background and just a proper, well... everything? -facepalm- anyway, doodled this just to fill up some time. also maybe giving out the idea that Austin is quite fond of books, although it's probably limited to only several kinds of non-fiction books.

thanks for viewing this, guys. since weekend is here, whether you're busy or not, I hope you can enjoy it as much as you can. see you next time! :)

it's just today.

[pic is finished on May 9, 2013; posted on May 10, 2013]

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"but then again... maybe not."

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stumbled down.

[pic is finished and posted on April 28, 2013]

old work that's only been finished today. I only added those random messy line background, though. most of it were done probably half a year ago. Aurenne's hair was actually pretty straight, but my inconsistency and worsening memory somehow transformed it along the way. I guess I shouldn't be surprised if she transforms again a few months from now. -facepalm-

also been looking at different artwork besides doodling all day and all the artworks out there are just simply creative and beautiful. -shrug- I just hope I can be better by time and create such amazing artworks too one day. :) all and all, keep up the good work, everyone!

and after continuing this, I realized that I've lost most of my color pencils and apparently an Aurenne doodle I think about posting as well and a USB, too. -facepalm- garsh, how to have a better memory and less carelessness? -sob; kicked- and I haven't done some stuff for tomorrow, wow, how to be diligent, too? :'3 -kicked again-

ah, well, just gotta do my best everyday, then. hope you guys can do your best, too. thanks for another visit, guys. see you next time! ;D