unstable.

[pic is finished on January 28, 2013; posted on February 2, 2013]

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"but, perhaps, it was kind of my fault: to be so unstable; because if it weren't for that, maybe everything would feel okay right now. maybe you won't need to deal with all the fear and guilt. not on a day that was just too nice to not make your heart lit.

but then again, maybe it's just the way it has and always has to be."

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second try of doing a tea painting, it seems. also learned a lesson not to leave your drawing on the table to dry especially if it's raw and 'unstable' like this cause people may just consider it something trashable. -sob-

well, still, this -raw- painting helped me relax a bit in the past and I'm glad that I managed to at least take a picture of it before it's gone. -sob again; slapped- heh. all and all, thanks for checking this, everyone. :) hope that your days have been and can always be pretty much stable and nice!