fatigued.

[pic is finished and posted on March 2, 2013]

"...it's just a bit of tiredness, it really is. or maybe it's actually something that goes beyond what my mind can possibly predict; as if there's something that just keeps pulling me back to sleep, as if there's simply no understandable reason anymore to wake up and have the same world to greet.

since when have I been feeling like this, anyway? ...does it even make sense, I mean, this constant emotion to simply run away so there won't be any need to face the day?

maybe it really does make no sense. after all. it'll come again, then pass after a while. changing and making everything inside myself spin. but then again, I guess it's kinda okay. it always has to be, anyway."