answering here cause it's like the most private site for me to write anything I basically want. thanks for tagging me. I really like the questions! :'')
1.) Do you like exchanging letters? What do you think about it?
well... yes, I do. haha. well, I've never done it before, but it always seems nice to me. letters are very pretty and nostalgic, somehow. I wish I could write one to someone and felt the funny sensation of actually sending one and receiving one back later. nowadays online chats make things easier, but since it still allows you to read the thoughts from your dearest ones, it still feels nice. still, the idea of having conversations through letters melts my heart, somewhat. it just felt so dear and lovely to talk through letters. it's like the smell of the person who wrote it, the feeling they have when they are writing it; they simply blend to the letter itself. some letters I've received had been kept nicely just because they feel so dear and nice. in other words, letters are just so lovely. I love it so much. :'' even the idea of moving to a quieter place and becoming a postman intrigues me a bit. it must be lovely to see the happy faces the receivers show when they receive their letters. it'd be funny too if a lovely kid sneaks in a special letter to the dear postman, thanking him for always making his/her mom happy whenever she receives a letter from his/her dad. pffft. okay, I'm daydreaming too much, I know. :''
2.) Is there any dream job, like a very dreamy one, that you wish you could have? Mine is to be an undine/gondola rower (yeah like that in ARIA universe), so that’s an example. Describe about it a bit.
hmm... I must admit that I don't really put much thoughts into dreams anymore nowadays. college, to be honest, is an escape from job. when I think about it again, back then, I wish to be an artist, then a writer, then basically nothing at all. haha. my dream, as cliche as it can be, is simply to be happy, to enjoy my life, and to be able to help others. that way, I can continue being happy for happiness is better spread; and there's no better feeling than the feeling of being able to help other people. so, I guess I'd like any job I'd enjoy and that'd allow me to bring happiness to people. right now, I guess the one thing I really wish I could do is to build my own foundation (like himmata or sekar, for example); one that can shelter many kids with many dreams and help them to build themselves, so that one day they'll be able to reach their dreams and help others to reach theirs, too. there's also once an australian volunteer I met at the volunteering organization I joined that spent his free time touring the world as a volunteer. that also sounds very intriguing, somehow. spreading happiness to different people all around the world. such a dream life, indeed. :'' so yeah, either that, or building a foundation, or basically anything that could make people's day would be my dream job.
3.) This is OOT but I’m SORRY IF WE HAVEN’t TALKED IN A WHIL E ….…. . YOU ARE ALWAYS in my heart, really you are. Shh.
PFFFFFT. my heart melts. ufuugghugugugugh.
4.) If you could decorate/stuff your room with anything, what ever will you choose?
I probably want some decorations that'd bring good memories to me, like some letters, hanged paperplanes, painted sky on the wall, some souvenirs from many great events, presents, self-made stuff, forget-me-not flower, etc. but since my room is shared with my brother, probably no for all that. haha.
5.) If you could relate yourself with an animal, what would it be? Or if you could not, what is your ideal pet?
I... don't know. :'D haha. maybe rabbit since I used them for one of my color theory's assignment in the first semester of college and had grown to like them a bit ever since.
6.) How long do you usually need to forgive someone?
until that person shows that he's changed for good, probably. the effort of trying to fix oneself to be a better person is always too amazing not to make me forgive someone, most of the time.
7.) Describe about your style of clothing when you actually dress yourself up.
I like casual clothes! to be honest, I've always wanted to design my own prints, but I guess it's a no for now. haha. therefore, I stick with what I have, which is mostly casual stuff. I've always liked a shirt with cool design or nice quotes in it, though. :))
8.) Is there any characters/public figure you can’t get off of your mind till now _( : D )_ wh y
Akari-chan from ARIA. because she's too perfect. to find happiness in the smallest things, to cry over little yet important things, to be able to bring happiness to everyone around, to enjoy her life to the fullest, and ugougoasgodfiadsjgiougu. //cries
9.) Favourite book, movie, and/or person you admire?
hmm... Tangled, I guess? I like Rapunzel a lot. haha. then again, I always love inspirational shows or books; things that make you reflect on your life and such. if you know what I mean. :''
10.) Name 6 traits you like about yourself!
noooo. why this question... //cries. how about 100 traits you don't like about yourself? :( ugugugughgu, cross, why are you so amazing to ever ask this. hmm... I may need some time to think. -sigh- okay, here I go...
first, I probably like the fact that it's not that hard for my heart to melt; how I can be happy of very little things. like there's this time a certain person bought aisyah and how my friend bought aina a meal (both aisyah and aina are cute kids selling ballpoints around the campus; there was once angga, but he stopped cause he had to focus on study since he's now in junior high), or that other time a stranger smiles back to me when I smile at him/her, or that time someone says 'thank you' for something small most people wouldn't even bother care about. small things that melt my heart. :'' my day can be easily turned up from bad to good thanks to these small things. I like how easily it takes for me to be happy, although such things are quite rare nowadays. but whenever I found those small things, it's quite hard for me not to sob a bit. haha.
second, I like how I don't take too long to help someone. I guess it's wise to say that I've improved from my previous doubtful self that's always not sure whether to help someone or not. I'm glad I've improved since now I can help more people and see more smile coming from them. :')
third, I like the way I can slightly 'read' people. well, not like some of my friends who can truly 'read' people from their face structures or such, more like a feeling I get from their first impression; their expression, the way they talk to people, and such. somehow, it's not that hard to differ which people are nice and which are fake -- this is, to be honest, a thing I also dislike from myself, since it makes me such a prejudice person. even though I end up being right most of the time, I still dislike this trait. and even though I can predict some people have bad qualities that had made me 'avoid' them a bit from the right beginning we met, it's still sad to later find out that that prediction turns out to be true; and that someone else (who had kindly befriended them) had suffered by those bad traits. I guess the only thing I'm glad about this thing is that I can avoid being hurt so that I can comfort others better; and also that it's not that hard to differ when my friends are feeling low or not. therefore, I can at least ask them about what happened and perhaps there's a chance that they might want to talk about it so that they can feel better later on.
fourth, I like my naive side. not much explaining about it. I just like it, somewhat. :))
and that's about it. :'' sorry. I tried. six is just too much, but four is already a great accomplishment, right? thanks. I really like this question. it makes me think that I'm not that bad of a person, after all. heh. -hugs-
11.) What is your opinion about ~becoming one with the universe~ — what does it remind you, or what does it sound to you? sorry I’m so weird o)————-<
no, it's not weird at all! but I'm afraid I don't really put much thought into this. maybe it just reminds me of a state of peacefulness. like... when you become one with the universe, you'll understand it better; you become more sensitive with your surroundings. and once you understand the universe, I guess it's easier for you to find peace...? garsh, I don't even know what I'm talking about. haha. sorry. I might not even understand what the phrase even meant, after all. but it's still a cool phrase to think about. it makes you reflect on many things, for one. :))
---also not tagging anyone. sorry. haha. //runs away. thanks for tagging me, though, cross! :))
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