thank you. :')

[pic is taken and posted on November 5, 2011]

so, yeah... for now, it's been sixteen wonderful years; and it just feels amazing to knowledge that I actually make it this far. thank you so much for helping me along the way, guys. :')

and... I actually found this kinda funny cause I've been thinking about a lot of things that I'm really grateful of for like almost a whole day; but now, my mind is just too blank and it's kinda hard to stop smiling when I write this, so... erm... this day is just really beautiful for me, I guess... it touches me; and I'm so grateful to have days like these in my life.

so, thank you so much, everyone.

thank you for always being there to support me and never give up on me. I think this one comes out especially to my family. I love you guys so much! :')

thank you for everyone who continues to inspire me, helps me get through tough times, makes me learn about new things, and who's been really kind to take their time to make someone as horrible as me feel good about myself. -sigh- thank you, thank you, thank you...

-sigh-

garsh... now I really don't know what to say. suddenly, things just seem to fade away from my mind, I guess... but, I still can say that this day has been really amazing, just like all of the other days I had. so, thank you so much for making me feel so special everyday, guys. thank you for caring about someone who probably has never been nice to you at all. -sigh-

This Song Saved My Life from Simple Plan is actually what I'm listening to right now; and with the lyrics streaming in my head, I can't help but to feel more grateful of all the things and days I had, of all the things I went through, of all the tears that help me return to the skies and their comforting blue, of all the people I met... including you.

it's just that... -sigh- you guys are so nice; and... thank you so much for shaping me into who I am right now in any way, guys. it's been a great experience to live this life; and I really hope I can keep on going and maybe contribute something nice too into everyone else's lives, like what you guys did to mine. -sigh- again, thanks, guys. you are all amazing. :'D

and right now, this is what I probably can share. I originally wrote it with pictures of me, my family, and the wonderful times we had in my mind, but I think I have more people to feel grateful of to meet. and you're one of them, I believe. :)

and... -sigh- thank you for making my life this wonderful, guys. thank you, thank you so much.

so, yeah... thank you again for reading, guys. I feel so happy to be able to experience this day in my life; and to realize that all these happiness have actually been clutching on me for a really long time. thank you for sharing your happiness with me all this time, guys. it makes me feel so... well, happy. :')

[update: November 5, 2011]

added a pic into this posting. thank you for buying me a cake even though I didn't ask for one, Mom. I love you. ;) there's also a note there. hope you guys read it. thanks before.

and... -sigh- thank you for reading this post, too. it's been another amazing day for me, so I hope that you feel the same way about yours. thanks a lot, guys. wish happiness to all of you. :)