...well.

[pic is finished on July 25, 2012; posted on August 8, 2012]

"do you ever wanna run away? do you lock yourself in your room with the radio on, turned up so loud; but no one hears you screaming?"

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link for the video is here.

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disclaimer: Welcome to My Life © 2004 by Simple Plan; performed by Simple Plan.

I think I can still remember how I feel when I drew this... -sigh- but I know that such feelings won't be permanent, even though the memory can somehow be. might be something that can be connected to Austin, so that explains why he's in the pic, I guess...

well, apart from all that, what that kinda surprises me is the fact that right at this moment, I actually feel that I can get through a lot more than before. and this song will help me again; this band will help me for a lot more times I don't even think I can count them; and that's why despite my inability and limits, I wanna try my best to help others just like how they've helped and would always help me, too.

so... is everything okay tonight?

cause you know that it's always okay if it's not. and... -sigh- sorry if it's been hard... but hopefully you'll get through any problem you're facing right now. hope you can still remember that you're not alone at it even though sometimes it may feel so. but tonight, if you're not too hurt to care, take just one more step; and perhaps you'll realize that you still have the strength to take another step... and then another one, another one, another one...

-sigh-

thank you, really, for trying your best. thank you for welcoming happiness in your life. thank you for still being around and alive. thank you for existing. thank you for everything.

thank you.