"I know I don't deserve
another chance to finally make it work, but..."
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| [pic is finished and posted on March 9, 2013] |
I don't know why, but sometimes days just get so hard and it's actually almost everyday that I feel like giving up and running away somewhere. sometimes it's just so hard to believe in those sayings that 'things will get better' or that 'you'll amount something from this pain'. I actually still believe it. I'm just scared cause most of the times, those words don't bring me enough comfort anymore.
but you know what, today, I've decided that I'll try. again.
it has only been a week since I heard it, but this song is already a much help. and a lot of things, too. I just... no matter how much I want to, they make me can't give up yet. I need to be better. I need to be better. heh. didn't I say this a few weeks ago?
so, I'll try again. for all the people whom I love; for everyone in the world. thank you, guys. I hope you guys can go through any kind of problems you're having right now. if I can be of any help, then don't hesitate, really. remember that you and your problems matter, okay? ;)
...also, it's funny that it's only now that I realize there are a lot of mistakes in the gif, I mean, the lines at the shoulder and eyes between the transition somehow don't disappear wow I must have made some mistakes there, but I guess I'm gonna leave it this way, if that's okay. should learn to accept my mistakes better, too, so maybe starting with a small thing like this is a good thing to do...? heh.
I'm just... thanks, guys, for everything. I'm just so glad I can make it this far and also for you guys who are still here. starting from now, it may still be tough, but I hope you can always find a reason to go on. good luck and wish happiness for all of you cause you just deserve it, okay. :')
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